I never thought

Looking back this Mother's Day, being a mother for the last 6 months has been the most fulfilling of my life. Don't get me wrong, I loved just being a wife, but my son has given my life so much more meaning. He has made our home so much happier, so much more complete. I've learned to be selfless, to be patient, to appreciate all my husband does for me, and to smile and think about what a beautiful, healthy baby boy God gave us even at 3am when it seems sleep is no where in sight. My little boy has changed my life in so many ways I can't even begin to list them. Except that I will.

I never thought I would love nursing my son so much. Despite the pain the first few weeks and all the stresses that breastfeeding brings, I wouldn't trade the bonding time for anything. Except for the biting. I would gladly give that up and he doesn't even have any teeth yet! :::shudder::: I pray everyday he's just like his daddy and doesn't get teeth until he's over a year old.

I never thought buying boy clothes would be as addicting as I thought buying girl clothes was. It is.

I never thought I wouldn't mind changing endless amounts of poopy diapers. And inspecting each and every one to make sure they look as they should.

I never thought I could fly out of bed so quickly when I hear the cries from my little one. It's amazing that I haven't slammed into any walls when I run across the house just out of a deep sleep.

I never thought my heart would melt a little more with each and every smile, with each and every giggle, and with each and every tear.

I never thought I would miss him as much as I do when I'm away from him.

I never thought I wouldn't miss reading. I would rather play with my son! But I do look forward to bath time (for me) when Steven's asleep and I can maybe get a chapter of Harry Potter in before I fall asleep and risk drowning in the bath tub.

I never thought I would be one of those moms with a kiddie CD in the car CD player all the time. I have 2 and I rotate them. I actually like them and keep singing them even when we aren't in the car.

I never thought getting peed on in public and not being able to change clothes would really have no effect on me. It happens. It will dry. I do get upset when it gets in my hair though.

I never thought I would nap with my son and love it so much. I really look forward to our morning nap together. And he sleeps so good in our bed!

I never thought I would want to shave all my hair off. I'm very surprised I have any left since several handfuls get yanked out every day. OUCH. Ponytails, everyday.

I never thought I could love someone this much.

I never thought rolling over, sitting up and solid foods would be all I talk about with my friends. What did we talk about before?

I never thought a boy other than Matt could steal my heart so completely.

I never thought a red headed baby boy could be so damn cute.

I never thought time would pass so quickly. It seems like last week we came home from the hospital and now we're getting 6 month portraits taken.

Here are a few of my favorites (ignore the watermark):

He's such a joy and I'm so happy to be his mommy. :)